Seven days of babysitter made me realise why I have done what I have done and what I think in relation to Portugal and to my personal stalker. It is negative critic just for the sake of it; it is being confrontational just for the sake of it. Suddenly, it was also about me, when it wasn't; suddenly, I was the salvation board, when I didn't ask for that role, never wanted it and not in that engagement mood; suddenly, I represented almost everything that went and gone right or wrong in a two decades relationship - which has brought two new possibilities into this world -, when I even hadn't applied to be in this movie. It is hard to be me!
